Be the best you never had .

Wanted to head out today to kpool .

But sadly , Didn't went .

I was all prepared in fact .

Nevermind .

Nothing much to say today just wrapped it up with one word .

BORED . Hell .

Nevermind i 'm hopefully heading out tomorrow .

Before i go malaysia at night .

Will be back on christmas .

Miss me :D

Now , It's time for my dinner ! :3

This is my sexy nails ! :3

Baby you 're the one i want .

A d o r e s .

Dear Santa ,
this year all i want is every girl on earth ,
to feel beautiful like she deserves it . ♥

Baby you 're mine .

I 'm back here to blog :3

Yesh . Still like taking photos . :)

I know i may not be pretty but you don't have to comment on me you see . :(

Dermoralising one eh ! :(

Meet my awesome love bear <3

It never once left me like how everyone did .

It never told me it won't leave me but it stayed all along .

Whereas people who said they would stay , left .

It 's my first present from my dear baby !

I still remember though it 's so loong ago .

We quarreled but he came to the basketball court at rainbow ville (if i'm not wrong)

Yesh . I ignored him :( Then he came over to hug me then put on a necklace for me ,

and gave this bear . <3

Such a sweetie rights ? <3

I wish you never change . :(

Yesh . I miss the old you .

But in anyways i still love you my dear .

HAHA ! I did my nails . But it's full of scar :(

Did it within and hour ! :D

Show off my hat :3

My headband soo nice <3

And met bby for phototaking !

It 's not very nice though . But enjoyable .

Never fail to crazy with her !

Love her soo much please ! :*

And yeah ! I 'm off ! Sweet dreams readers !

And have a nice day tomorrow ! ;)

Failed shots .

I found you .

Hellos readers :3

Thanks for visiting my blog alrights !

Well this blog is more or less filled with my zilian photo . :$

Well yeah i admit i love to take photos .

This is how i look like with my work attire on ! :3

No makeups no comments please .

And we're told to bun up our hair ! :)

Well yeah . It started out not bad .

Cause i managed to make new friend before i started work .

And i was a drink server today .

Hell no . It 's damn tiring cause of the heavy drinks . :(

Then work all the way till 11.30 .

I 'm hungry by then .

Then we rushed to catch the last train home .

Without fringe :$Centre parting !

Normal side fring nahs .

Well that 's all . :)

Well i know it 's like a boring .

Cause all i do is post photos . :$

But all this photos ain't on facebook . :)

But anyways christmas is nearing aye ! :D

I want presents please . ;)

Alrights ! My hands and arms are actually aching from work .

Goodnights ~ <3

I 'll be meeting AliciaBby to take photos tomorrow ! ;)

Promise me to let it last .

Alrights . We 'll start the day right .

Been rotting at home for yesh wholely 4 days my dears .

So unbelieveable aye ? But i 'm serious .

And finally went out with with Alicia bby yesterday . <3

Love her so much . Though we have no plans at all .

But it all went well . And she really makes my day everytime .

And yeah i couldn't even stop laughing myself of what we did .

Well my dressing that day simply sucks . =/

HEH . She 's everything that it takes .

Well . I went out of house in a rush and yeah my hair was like not even dry !

So i was in a total mess i 'm serious .

Then comb my hair when walking on the road . =S

Then braid it . Yeah i looked like that .

SUCHA MESSY GIRL I KNOW I KNOW .

Then after meeting my friends of course my dear Alicia too .

Then both me and her went toilet while she change and i tied my hair up .

Though i know i look like a total retard with hair tied up nahs .

But hell who cares ? It's dance mahs .

Though i 'm so vain . And i just wanna look good . :S

Reached home round 11 plus ?

And i let down my hair and removed my makeup and prepare to bathe .

Actually , I kinda like my hair this way . :$

But it will never be this way . HAH !

Just another ZILIAN photo la . :$
GEEZ . Look super fair cause i was standing in front of the window .

I was with my makeup which didnt seems like much of obvious .

Cause my makeup don't last through . =S

Well . I face reality okays . :(

I looked soo ugly without my makeup .

Hell yeah gotta agree makeup is like part of my face whenever i'm out .

Yeah . I have small eye , sungle eyelid .

But hello ? I was born this way . :( Wasn't what i could choose my dear .

HEHS ! Time to go to bed lovelies ~

Well but i gotta say , Photos are just photos .

Just you all wait and see me in real life .

How monster look i have ;P

Goodnights and sweet dreams ~

Meeting my dear Alicia tomorrow . How awesome ~

Be jealous . :P

ALRIGHTS ! BYE ~

Will tryna keep my blog as alive as possible okays . :D

You won the game , bitch .

Those moments spend .

They shall live in memories .

Yeah . Some times things just ain 't suppose to be .

It 's gonna become all pointless at one point .

No matter how much effort you put in ,

no matter how much time you gave .

Cause it never was yours .

The one he really wanted wasn 't you .

You merely happened to come in use when needed .

Time to wake up from dream .

Face it for you know what 's his decision is today .

People who cared just ain 't you .

However , it 's still me .

YIPES . Yesh it 's 11/11/11 !

I 'm definitely more than bored .

And this is just a random video . :#

LIKE A RETARDED THOUGH !
But well who cares ! :P

It 's me with and without makeup . *winkwink*

Your fucking lies .

Thanks for all this moments .
Thanks for the smiles you made without trying or doing anything .
But I 'm sure everything comes to an end .
But I 'm tired of crying very single time . And all over the same thing . You .

Thanks for the moments .

Whatever . It sucks today .
And fuck those bitches who cause my dear girl to be sad . It doesn't matter anymore . I just want people around me to be happy . That's enough .
Go on find someone else's then . Yeah I don't regret ? I will . But it 's alrights . But if you do find someone else whom treat you better whom is willing to wait for one year plus . And you treat them the way you treat me . I can tell you she 's awesome . :) it hurts . But I know this "I'm fine " .

Last hug before we part .

Today 's 23 .
I wish both Ivan and Jun happy one year . Hope they will last !
I 'm happy yesterday and so am I today . But not now not this very moment .
Cause I don't wanna play the game of relationship with a set of fucked up rules . I wanna play something much more interesting and serious . I want no rules .
I want someone compatible for this game . :)
But I want no one , but you .
Can't you see I 've tried ?
Well . I should just SHUTUP ! :)
It 's o level tomorrow ! Goodnights ! 

Awesome day !

Today finally we 've got back to the happy days . ;)
It 's totally awesome and lovely .

Your smiles meant more than anything . (L)

It 's my crazy day out today .

Went out with my family today to ECP .

First we skate .

So HEARTPAIN when my daddy keeps on falling .

So i tried to hold him . ;)

Then next we pitched a tent .

And I decided to hide in it . :P
Cause i hate the sun ! :(

Then waiting for Alicia to text me that she 's ready .

Cause i haven't met her so long :(

AND YESH :3

She reached and we went to have our 32 degrees . <3

Next we played pool .

Of all the places , I still prefer kpool at pp !
Then i met someone called melvinteo there . ;)

But left not long after he reached .

But hey ! I recognise his sister , kelly .

HAHA !
Kays then Alicia went to eat with my family <3

At pastamania !
Enjoyed a lot ! Then my daddy send her home .

I love my day spent with those lovelies .

YESH my family and of course my dearest baby ! <3

Love today max ! <3

Cause i fell for your smile baby . (L)

And today I got stucked at home .

But eventually went out .

Had a great laugh with my primary school friends .

They 're great .

Today is a day filled with many many emotions .

But i end it lovely .

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VINEZ QTPIE ! <3

I 'm heading out once again tomorrow to get even roasted .

In fact , i love family outings .

Cause the fact is that ,

i don't wanna travel i love siting in car . ;)

Read this ;)

Love ya ~ Nights . :*